you make my life colourful ! :)

14/3
happy valentine's day ! I love you !today so happy , I can meet up him in parade ! haha :)long time din't have see you already :))so miss you , we two , two days din't phone call already , miss your voice so much !haha , hangout with you make me feel so happy , then you also so funny ! :D everytime me always want hold your hand , but can't lor !daddy orders my cousins '' check '' mewhen you hold my hand , also want release it haizz !


16/3
tonight got dinner , woah ! me wear like that ><" tomorrow jusco with you , I so delight ! haha xD watching movie first ! don't know still got who go , mummy want me share the ticket money with my friend wor ><" gik sei ! I want mummy go help me sign , want you all wait me , sorry ! ><" yannee , you and sok yin how gea ? haizz , you two arh @@

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monday
woah ! I cry because of something between me and him ><" I'm so scare that day will coming ! at night , I'm hear what daddy and mommy say ! daddy say want call him , I'm so scare you answers my call ><" luckily , you din't have answer my call , love you ! :)) 


tuesday 
 In morning , I reached school first , lai yong haven't come , so me one people sit at there ... finally , I cry out , I'm so unhappy ! din't have people know my feeling ! sabrina , yannee , lai yong , I know you all first time see me cry like that ... you all say me non-stop gam ><" ngor em xiong gea , but I lost my control :'( yannee , thank you make me laugh ! haha you arh , don't worry me , I can take care myself ! sorry yea , make you worry me ><" and you be concentrate when you're study ! if not I angry you gea , ignore you , ahaha ! this year you SPM lor , must add oil ! love you <3 


 wednesday
  I not dare not sms already ! but daddy is nothing already ! he got hug me and kiss me he also let me play his phone , but I don't want :') genting - daddy want me let him booking ! yannee , she really come and wait you one lar , mou everytime also don't believe her lar , I know you love her so much gea ! sorry arh ! I forgot your birthday date ><" you look like unhappy gam :(( haha <3 today rehearsal , haizzz ! sui jor ><" din't have perform in hari anugerah already ><" but perform in welcome party and teacher day ><" I don't want !!!   


thursday 
today , I sms him and yannee! I feel so excited , but can't use sensitive words with him ><" you know me jealous mou ? so I say I don't want go parade with you , I go with yannee , watching movie with her ><" yannee you suddenly call me , really frighten me lor ><" very funny ! today eat so more food , later fat fat ><" haha ... 


friday 
tomorrow merentas desa , I haven't try before ! tomorrow is first time ! 
 I want go parade meet up you ! but I don't want go ! ><" so tired , not enough sleep ! everyday also stayback , haizz ~! I so miss you ! tomorrow after school ,don't know want go parade with yannee or not ? watch movie ! ''the hunger games '' I love that movie so much ! but , got people date me see already , one day see twice times ><" OMGOSHHH !stayback at school till 3:00pm ? don't want lar , so tired one ! sorry !THE END :D

the busy life !

woah !

so fast , I finish my exam already !

but , teacher can't give back our exam paper ><" 

because , syhui go for ping pong competition during exam ...

haizz ~ 

what can I do ? JUST WAIT ! 

haizz ! 

busy life come again , me haven't get ready to start my busy life ! 

btw , got you accompany me , sure will better than one people to pass the life ! 

MARCH & APRIL , so more activities larh ... 

sukan tara , hari anugerah , hari koko , menrentas desa ,marching , performance ... ><"

wanna performance again , the drama so long , but I interest about that !

I'm the main character xDDD 

woohoo ! 

jessica , you're my partner , want dance tango arh , and ...... that one , titanic that '' I FLY YOU FLY '' that scene also want ! haha , looking forward :D

I'm get marry in the drama , haha ! 

the dialogue want say out by myself ><" want to memorize , my memory so bad ><" 

haizz ! hard-working dit lah ! add oil , I believe I can do that ! :)) 

yannee , sok yin , you two arh ! 

make me bother you two ... every time also like that . haizzz !

yannee , don't cry lar ... so more people encourage you gea , so many people so care about you ! xD 

hope you two can pak tou lar , hees ! 

exam ... me fever ! 

okay gea lar , 
fever also go back school to exam , thank you friend and teacher also care about me ! :D 

fever go back school exam , sivik , science , ERT , 

sivik can't get A , but 76 marks ! haha ! ERT fail jor ><" 
want wash toilet , but teacher din't have asking me to do ... 
teacher I know you unhappy , me fail ...

because , the whole class , me fail only , me din't have revision , like that lar ... 

sejarah 5 marks onlt ><''  OMGOSSSHHHH ! I can't believe that ,
 but never mind , so more of my friend also fail ...

just one people pass only , haha ! 

don't want type lah , tired ! 

go sleep better , later PANDA EYES ! haha :D

study ! :')

3/3  <saturday> 

saturday also want back school ><"

exam lah ! 

nervous !

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after school , then go state library with yannee , sok yin , panda them ! 

sok yin , you and erm ping so unlucky , your 's phone let teacher confiscate already ><" 

can't contact you ><"

oops ! 

late came out , let daddy scold in front of my friend , 'fish' ><" 

panda , you put my aeroplane , :')

but never mind , tonight can meet up you !

but , FINALLY , can't meet up , sad ><" 

haha , we chat on phone !

ILOVE YOU  :* !

4/3 <sunday>

aiyer ><''

I'm so lazy go for that calligraphy  ,

why daddy must want me go learn jek ><" 

sister can't ? 

I hate this , 

now , 

I din't have go competition already , school is useless ><" 

haizz ! 

never mind , next month don't want go already , not my interesting ! :'( 

*why you so late reply my text ? 

I'm scare , scare you will ignore me , finally you reply me ! 

happy ! :D 

tomorrow exam yea ><" 

sejarah wor =='' 

hate this subject much much ! 

5/3 <monday>

unlucky ! 

today fall down , so pain ><" 

sejarah , one question also don't know how to do ! :( 

cham ><" 

sure is zero mark , scare scare ><" 

DAMN !!

tomorrow ERT , P.SIVIK , SCIENCE  ! 

add oil ! 

** babe , tomorrow you exam lahx , must add oil yea ! I'm support besides you xDD 

love you ! :D :*

me and you ! :D

Finally , I know the problems between me and you !

lai yong , erm ping , I know you two is good for me . 

thank you two care about me , that's my proud be your' friend !

I know , I should understand of each other , 

then we better start , 

our relationship really complicated ,

but , how ? 

we really love each other ? 

don't know ! 

you're focus of my life ! 

I hope we can be lovers ! 

that movie ' titanic' , I'm waiting for you to accompany me yahx :) 

but , still got so long time to release this movie :'( 

5th of april , I'm waiting to this ! 

however , I LOVE YOU ! :* 

                                                                        我再也不想对谁说，能不能陪我走到最后。

我再也不想对谁说，能不能陪我一起哭笑的扛下一切。

因为这条路，走的只有我自己。能陪我的也只有我自己。

疯狂的，安静的，我不是两面派。我只是有一点复杂而已。

I love you ! :D

I love you ! :D 

哇 我跟某人分手一个星期罢了。 我就喜欢了另外一个人 ！

我觉得我很花心咯、 我希望你不会介意噜 。

这几天跟你在一起的日子、我真的觉得很开心、很幸福。

很久了、很久没有找到、我对你这样有feel的男生、

其实、我都搞不懂、我跟你现在是什么关系。

暧昧？拍拖？ 

我不懂、你都没有告诉我、我们在一起呐。

讲真，我真的很恨喜欢你。

我现在很期待、那部电影上映咯。

你说你会陪我一起去看的啊、不要骗我恶。

my life can't without you ! :)) 

when I'm losing you , I will unhappy ! :')

Love you a little bit more

I love you a little bit more when you call me honey

I love you a little bit more when you hold my hand

I love you a little bit more when you hug me.

I love you a little bit more. Every day.

If

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.

If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.

If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you.

But I did, I do and I always will

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If loving you is wrong, then I don't want to be right!

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If loving you is a crime. I'd like to be jailed for my whole life, in your heart.

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I love you. Like a fat kid loves cakes.

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If you have 1000 years of age, I just want to have 999 years and 364 days, so I never have to live a day without you ! <3

today f***ing high ! =)

today , so high !

I'm so dare , when after school walk to the store with friend !

wow ! 

so hot !

I'm become dark and dark :( 

we five , so high !

walk besides the road also play play !

cat walk wor = =''

sexy look xDD 

sing loudly ! 

fucking high ! :)) 

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* today , you all talk about me and he . 

omgosh ! I know I'm falling love in he !

but , I better ''simpan'' in my heart , I can't let he know .

If I let he know , maybe he won't friend with me .

you all wanna me date he out , = =''

haizz ~

maybe he don't want .

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when , I wanna back school we CRAZY ,

play water == ''

xDD 

laiyong  , sabrina  , pei ying ,jin yi  and another four ! :D 

lai yong , sabrina , chooi kei , kai li , next time we go parade ' cheong k ' !

don't put aeroplane ! :)) 

HAPPY DAY ! 

                                                                                              ** 我不知道我有多爱你，

                                                                                                  但是，

                                                                                                我知道我很爱你 ! :D 

school life ! :D

I get sick already ><" 

that yannee still play with me , me also 'mong cha cha ' geh lah , still talk to me 

so don't know what you say xDD 

PLEASE forgive me yea ! :D 

sok yin !

today you din't have accompany me , I feel boring ! 

no people chat with me ! 

next time you gonna accompany me !

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* I miss someone ! 

after we break up , me also can't forget you , from last saturday ! 

I think I really falling in you ! OMGOSSSHHH !

I don't think so ! 

I believe I can forget you in this few months ! 

maybe , in this few months , maybe I'll not happy !

but , I promise I will be a happy girl xDD

** I hate you ! 

you can't do like that , without my permission !

JEALOUS !!! 

I realised , I  really find that I hate you more and more ！

I dislike you , when  I gave you something to someone else !

Ooops ! 

I won't give you anything already ! 

I hope you will break up with that girl soon ! xDD 

nothing to write xD 

END ! :D 

happy day ! :D (yesterday)

woohoo ! 

I'm so excited , we all girl guide , play water today ! 

gonna crazy already ! hees :))

me and carmen , play flour , make our cloth , dirty ,

we all use water to splash ourself , sor jor xDD 

tim zhi , me and carmen don't want play , 

play phone in the class xDD 

samsung galaxy S II !!

Finally ,

meeting dismissed ! 

COMPANY Leader tell us , today is let us to relax only , 

because next week Exam >< "

after exam gonna practice marching , sukan is coming , gathering also coming soon . 

haizz ~ 

wanna performance again , my life so busy ... 

what also want practice , damn tired ! 

I hate about that !

Can I not be a busy person ? 

After meeting , 

sok yin come school , then my father fetch us to go state library !

wow !

I'm first time going to state library ! 

that so quite , then , we do projek lur ><" 

suddenly ,

this raining heavily :(( 

haha ... 

*going to parade 

when I reached parade , I am follow by a guy ><" 

so adventure one xDD 

haizz ~~~~

sok yin , you so early back home ! 

no one accompany me ... 

but ,

I'm so lucky ... 

jian xiong and jo seng , accompany me , till my father come and fetch me back home !!

thank you , you two accompany me yea :)) 

you two so funny one , and I 'm happy to meet you two :)) 

HAHA !

Tonight , daddy bring us to eat Italian PIzza , yummy , so delicious 

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today DAMN tired , but I 'm so HAPPY ! :D

updates :))

已经很久没有写了、 不知道要写什么才好 。

最近 真的发生了很多事情 ，

可能流的眼泪已经有1000ml 这样多了　！

我跟他 ？ 都不懂是不是还在一起的。

 就算信息、 彼此也很冷谈 。

不懂做么， 真的不敢想太多 ，

不懂是不是已经伤害过对方的心，

 因此，

 彼此也不敢那么的近距离 。

想念他以前　这样叫我

以前觉得，他那样叫我，感觉上真的很肉麻

可是现在很想念，

搞到这样、都只能怪我。

有时候又点生气他、有点想念他、

其实我也不懂、我自己真真的需要什么 、

我也搞不懂 ，他和我之间的那种关系。

算了 。。

别想太多、顺其自然。

明天出街不懂会不会遇见 。

(其实真的 很想见下他！）可是怕怕 :') 

明天会很开心!

早上出到晚上 ! :))　

玩玩玩、好开心 :D 

** school life :')

I'm so tired , in this few days .

because wanna duty , stayback , study and study . 

the skin is became dark , duty under the hot sun , I can't accept it .!

Finally , 

I'm endure it !

lai yong , 

tomorrow go there find you , I promise you ady , 

hope me can meet up with you ..

you haven't hangout with me before . 

when I dating you , you always can't , but me also .

don't date me after school :))

 **【我】想跟你一起...                                                                                                                            
【爱】你不需要理由...
【你】也不需要解释...
【一】辈子在一起...
【生】生世世只爱你...
【一】辈子只爱你...
【世】界上你是我最爱的人...♥

发现；我思想成熟了

今天是我拍拖这样多次以来、 最不开心的一天

其实拍拖是件很开心的事情，

可是为何我会不开心吖 ，

能够找到对方爱你的人是很幸福、

可以 我永远都得不到 幸福，

就是因为上次的那件的事情 弄到我心里有阴影 ；

即时在一起的那种感觉有多好、 有多幸福 、 还是令我忘不掉，

不能再接受任何的交往 ，

而且，只能偷偷的在一起 ， 很难受 ；

不如， 单身还好 ，

虽然很寂寞 ， 可以也可以很开心， 

我需要朋友就足够了 ！ ：）

他，是我一直以来最放不下的人 ，

参不多， 用了一年的时间把他忘记 !

可是; 我不能把他彻底的忘掉 ,

因为他对我来说 , 真的很重要 ... 

*对不起， 我不能跟你在一起 ，

  我忘记不了他 ；

  你一定会找到更好的  :))

   

** 我也不需要再　； 烦怎样才可以跟你出街、 谈电话 　；

     我再也不需要不开心　！

     我也不需要想念 一个人 ， 我能专心读书 　ｘｐ

　

　　　　　　　　　　＊＊

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　加油；我一定能　！　

　　　　我发现；我思想成熟了　！　＝）　　

一日游

好早起床噢 今天 

假期来 这么多天今天和昨天是最最早 起床的 

因为有东西吸引到我这样早起床　哈哈　

ｓｋｉｐ　

下午　

去玩咯　开心咯

做车做了好久才到　屁股痛痛吖　

今天真的吃了　好多东西咯

你知道我的啦　一看到吃的东西就发傻的吃

又去吃　马来野、拉沙、羊肉咖哩、红豆冰、ｓａｔａｙ、吃到我发傻　哈哈

本来　打算去那个　　全国大团拜了之后　才回家　但是很晚啦　

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YES ! I'M BACK :)

But , I'm so tired !

but , I'm so happy too :) 

three in one xp

 好久没有写料 三天料

现在就补写呐

年初二 : :

 今早一起床 就头很痛

 怕怕 不舒服

所以没有去哪里在家里 休息

想要睡觉的 怎知道 我家那边 很多人放 爆竹 吵死人

有多钱咩  早上又放 晚上又放 炸到 一些车的 alarm 在那边响

想自己 一个人 在家静静 睡觉都不可以

 然后 就不要去睡觉料

坐着床上咯

哇

突然有一种很想吐 但又吐不出 辛苦到不见了半条人命 xp

最终 还是吐料哝 几舒服啊

吐埋那些昨天吃的东西 都不懂是不是 昨晚吃到 太饱料

SKIP

晚上回料外婆家

然后就去百货公司去买一些礼品 买料余仁生的东西咯

哇

然后  就开心咯 去爸爸的朋友家

因为有party 那样的东西

又可以看到朋友呐

觉得最近真的很多人赞我咯  xp

年初三   : :

哈哈

今天跟一班朋友去唱k咯

吃料午餐才去  迟到啦

原本打算不去的 然后妈妈 有叫我去 要我喜欢料东西才可以去

只好乖乖的去吃料东西先咯

怎知道爸爸又这样迟出

 妹妹跟我一样 都是约了朋友

去jusco的时候看到小小的龙卷风

总之 发生料很多我想不到的事情

唱k 只有我和emun两个女的罢了

男的就有Daniel Tsai  , Daryl Tsai , yip hoe  ,pak hoe ,Nicholas , emun 的弟弟 ，还有一个不知道是什么facebook 名 ... 

li kuan  , ah kim  , boon kit , joan  你们四个放飞机 xp 

不过还是那样开心 

那个EMUN 唱歌真的很大声的咯

不过你可以搞气氛咯 很好笑的你 

然后你就回我家 

我和妹妹什么东西都拿给你吃 

哈哈

超搞笑的

然后又再那边化妆  在那边拍照 全部都是那些很搞笑的 

然后就一起去另外一个party 咯 

又谈到某某人啦 

算了啦  既然没有缘分就不要勉强啦 

（每次一想到你,  我发现自己都不自觉的在微笑... ت ）

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哈哈 有lucky draw 

我是五号咯

怎知道抽到我 

哈哈

开心

今天就这样结束了  

好开心 很好玩 

年初四 : : 

今天 

睡到十二点多 

然后出去吃料午餐 就 去陪妹妹 去 配 眼镜咯

就这样  

今天没有什么特别事情  

                                                           **他曾经是我很爱过的人 :) 现在也是 、以后也是 :) ♥ 

大年初一 :)

年初一咯　=)

开心 !　一个两个七早八早 　就起床呐　好想再睡回下去　

今年

　年初一　过的特别不同,

又有去拜公公啦,

今天的红包 ,　收到好多囖　,

哈哈　,

第一天就这样多,

哈哈　!

又有人来赞我呐 xp　

很多人问我 ,　做么　穿到这样闪闪的 ?!　哈哈　:D

有带黑眼镜窝 ,　

所以看到我样子好ｃｏｏｌ,　

不过蛮好看一下　,

哈哈,　自赞 !!

好多东西吃啦　

看到都开心

又玩ｐｏｋｅｒ　有够爽的啦　啦啦啦

好热的天气　太阳大大粒　晒死哝　

人家要白白的　不要黑黑的　

这样黑好丑的啊

然后然后就回家　睡觉　开冷气　舒服　睡到晚上九点多　

ｈｉａｋ　ｈｉａｋ　

过后就去婆婆家　

堂哥他们问我要不去ＰＩＺＺＡ　吃　

然后讨论了好久　

终于有答案料　

哈哈　去吃料　

我吃料好多好多　

肥死了　　

这样晚　

还吃这样多真的很无奈　

不吃又对不起自己　

吃到十二点多

现在才会到家　

就这样　, 一天又过去了　><"

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　新年快乐　恭喜发财　xp